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Welcome again to the third post for the National Health Blog Post Month hosted by WEGO Health. Every day during the month of November I will be writing a new blog post related to health and living with a chronic illness based upon given prompts provided by WEGO Health.

Today’s prompt reads:

My Mascot! Give your condition, community or self a mascot.  Who is it?  What do they represent?  What is their battle cry?

To represent my condition in the form of a mascot, I have chosen to represent it using an inanimate object instead of a person or animal.   I have decided that the mascot for my condition will be a spinning top.

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The world due to my condition is constantly moving ; and very regularly the dizziness becomes severe vertigo sending my whole world in a spin.  The room spins so fast, just like the spinning top.  A perfect representation of how my condition affects me everyday.

However, it is not only the dizziness and vertigo that affects; as regular readers of my blog would know that the condition also causes weakness in my legs which often results in my legs giving way from under me.   The spinning top also can represent this part of my condition as the spinning top falls after it stops spinning;  Falls, like those that happens to a spinning top after it stops spinning is a constant part of my life; my legs will suddenly collapse from under me, causing a fall to the floor!

Now, there is much more to my condition such as the fatigue that I constantly experience, or the visual disturbances but just like any mascot that I could have chosen could not have represented every facet of my life with this condition but I wanted something to represent the symptoms which  I consider to be the biggest challenges that I face daily due to the condition which I live with.

If you could represent your condition with a mascot, what would you choose?  Let me know your thoughts!  Feel free to comment below…

Well, have finally received my appointment to see a neurological consultant – all set for August 20th!!  After a long 28 weeks the appointment has come through, and all set for another hospital appointment.

 

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Hospital appointment finally!

 

It’s funny though isn’t it when symptoms associated with your chronic illness, such as pain, dizziness, headaches, and so on are getting worse; becoming so troublesome that there is nothing to do but to visit the doctor, and get the referral to see a consultant.  Meanwhile, the symptoms are still becoming worse, and you are hoping for that hospital appointment to come through because of the suffering; which by now is probably not only starting to affect your physical health but also your mental health, such as increased anxiety (for example, worrying about your symptoms) and depression

 

Then, that envelope finally drops on the door mat – for a second, there is a feeling of relief; a relief that the wait is almost over, and that you may finally get answers regarding the deterioration of symptoms.  However, that sense of relief is overtaken by one of dread, and anxiety.  Dread because of the unknown – you are unsure of what the appointment will entail, not knowing what the examination will entail.  Then there is the anxiety about what information will be gathered from the appointment and examination, and the final results.  What will the tests find?  Is it bad?  Will my condition get worse in time?  Those are some of the questions that you will inevitably ponder before a hospital appointment.

 

The sinking feeling in the stomach as that letter arrives with the hospital's logo!!
The sinking feeling in the stomach as that letter arrives with the hospital’s logo!!

 

 

Then there is all the preparation prior to the appointment, such as compiling a list of questions that you want to ask the consultant.  Completing a form with some pre-appointment questions that the consultant sent to fill out.  Filling out a journal regarding the symptoms such as frequency, length and so on.

But for now I just have to wait for that important date with some relief and a little trepidation…

 

 

 

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Welcome to the Health Activist Writer’s Month Challenge brought together by WEGO Health – a social network for all health activists. Again, I am participating in the annual Writer’s Month Challenge in which I will be writing about my health activism and health condition based upon prompts given.

Today’s prompt is as follows:

If you wrote a book about your life, your community, your condition, or your health-activism – what would you title it?  Come up with 5 working titles.

Perhaps someday I may write a book about my experiences with my condition; certainly as writing is something that I enjoy immensely.  I am not sure whether the book will be of any interest to others however.   So, what are some of the titles that I could call the book that would chronicle the condition in which I live and the experiences that I have had living with it.  Let’s brainstorm:

Well, the first title that I have come up with is the title of this very blog ‘My Brain Lesion and Me.’  What a better title than that of the blog in which started me on the journey of writing and chronicling my experiences with living with the condition in which the book delves into.  The book is also quite self-explanatory and informs the reader straight away about the theme of the book.

Another title that I have brainstormed is ‘A Medical Malady.’  I have chosen this particular title as because of the many generalised symptoms that the brain lesion causes; meant that the condition went undiagnosed for many years.  For many years, I was sent to various specialists in many areas of medicine to try and get to the bottom of the cause of the severe chronic dizziness that I was experiencing.  And when this didn’t occur however, I was labelled as suffering with an anxiety disorder, in which the doctors put all my symptoms as the result of this particular psychiatric diagnosis.  I remember whilst at University and was undertaking a variety of medical tests and hospital appointments, after the dizziness became worse, a friend once said that I needed to see Dr. House from the television programme of the same name, as he would surely get the answers that I needed.  I was a medical malady indeed!

An alternative title could also be ‘Fractured Storms’.  I thought this was an interesting title and one in which is ambiguous; not letting potential readers in on the secrets that the book contains.  I often will pick up books with interesting titles; titles that catch my eye and makes me wonder what the book could be about!  The brain lesion is indeed similar to that of a fracture; of a scar lying within my brain stem and causing the ‘storms’ or symptoms that affect my daily life.  The storms causing symptoms such as the constant dizziness, episodes of vertigo, as well as the spastic paraparesis affecting my legs which results in pain, weakness and stiffness.

Another working title that I have come up with is ‘The Life and Times of a Neuro Patient’.  Again, this title instantly informs the reader of the subject matter of the book, and would be an instant interest for other neurological patients.  After making contact with other patients with other neurological conditions, I have found that there are many similarities regarding our experiences regardless of our differing diagnosis.  Very often people diagnosed with a neurological condition like me, have to wait many months before seeing a neurological consultant.  Recently, I have had to be referred back to the neurological department of my local hospital because of deteriorating symptoms, and have been informed that I have a six and a half month wait to be seen.  This however is not uncommon amongst neurological patients. How I wish that when I was first diagnosed that I could have read a book by someone who was also living with a neurological condition like myself; and whom also experienced similar problems that I was facing. I would have definitely bought a book that was entitled ‘The Life and Times of a Neuro Patient.’ 

And the final working title that I have chosen is ‘A Disequilibrium Life’.  Again, as most of you know, the dizziness and balance problems have long since been with me; ever since I can remember I have been battling dizziness.  Therefore, much of the hypothetical book regarding my life and my chronic illness would document the problems with dizziness, vertigo and balance, so the title should reflect this too.

So, what do you think of these working titles for the book regarding my life and battle with the long-standing brain stem lesion with which I live?  Which title do you like best?

As ever would love to hear your comments/suggestions, so please get in touch and comment below!

 

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Welcome to the Health Activist Writer’s Month Challenge brought together by WEGO Health – a social network for all health activists.  Again, I am participating in the annual Writer’s Month Challenge in which I will be writing about my health activism and health condition based upon prompts given.

Today’s prompt reads as follows:

Go to http://www.wordle.net/ to create a word cloud or tree from a list of words associated with your condition, blog or interests.  Post it!

 

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But there is more than me than just my illness; so here’s a Word Cloud of some of my favourite interests and hobbies:

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And well done to everyone who correctly identified “I love musicals and my favourite one is Chicago” as the incorrect answer to yesterday’s poll!  I indeed love musicals but my favourite is ‘Les Misèrables’!

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