Sheryl from A Chronic Voice, as well as sharing her own stories and lessons with chronic illness.  Sheryl is an excellent support to other bloggers and writers living with illness and chronic pain.  One such way is through monthly link-up parties whereby bloggers and writers share their stories through given prompts. 

As it’s February and generally considered the month of love, I thought I would use this month’s prompts to discern ways we can find beauty and love life  despite the significant cost that chronic illness has on our existence. 

Adjusting

Adjusting: Verb. Alter or move (something) slightly to achieve the desired fit, appearance or result

The first step to rebuilding life in the wake of a life-changing diagnosis is acceptance. Only by accepting the diagnosis can we then move forward and build a happy and content life despite the unwelcome changes that accompany chronic illness.

"Being diagnosed with a chronic illness is akin to being given new puzzle pieces that we have to learn to fit into our personal jigsaw." Click To Tweet

After acceptance, we can then make adjustments to make room for chronic illness into our new life. Being given a diagnosis of a long-term health condition is akin to be handed new jigsaw pieces. These new jigsaw pieces don’t initially fit the canvas that makes up our lives. Therefore, adjustments are required to install these pieces into our life puzzle.

Life with a chronic illness requires constant adjustments. Adjusting to a never-ending list of symptoms as new ones develop. Adjusting to new medications and the awful side-effects that accompany them. And adjusting to the new and ever-worsening version of ourselves.

"Life with a chronic illness requires constant adjustments. Adjusting to symptoms, new medications and the awful side-effects that accompany them. And adjusting to a new version of ourselves." Click To Tweet

Adjusting to a new identity, the expectations for ourselves all in order to find a new normal.

Hoping

Hoping: Verb. Want something to happen or be the case

When first diagnosed with a chronic illness, we hope that it will go away. That one day we will wake from a deep sleep, and everything will go back to what it once was.

When we realise and accept that this is merely a pipe dream. And after we had made necessary adjustments to find a place for our new diagnosis, hope evolves into something else.

Although we know a cure is never going to materialise, that we will never get better we never stop hoping nevertheless. We hope that there will be improvements, a hope that life will get better regardless of the permanency of illness.

"Without a promise of a cure, we don't stop hoping nevertheless. Every morning, new hope is born. Hope that medication will suddenly alleviate our suffering. Hope that today, our symptoms will not hinder our plans." Click To Tweet

Every morning, new hope is born. Hope that today will be the day when the medicine prescribed will suddenly work wonders and alleviate suffering. A hope that although the symptoms are a constant comrade, that their presence will not hinder our plans.

Sometimes it may seem that hope is a wasted endeavour; wishful thinking that may have little chance of becoming a reality. Hope however is much more powerful that we often realise. It allows us to see a light when surrounded by darkness; the light informing us of better days ahead. Most importantly, hope is the thread that allows us to hold on and survive the worst of days.

"Hope allows us to see the light despite being surrounded by darkness; it informs us that better days are ahead, allowing us to be able to survive the worst of days." Click To Tweet

Surviving

Surviving: Adjective. Continuing to exist; remaining intact

When first being diagnosed with a chronic illness and confronted with symptoms, it is tempting to push through and continue as if they don’t exist.

"Pushing through the symptoms of chronic illness can often do more harm than good. Sometimes we need to allow ourselves a 'day of survival.'" Click To Tweet

Often, however, to do so does more harm than good and only serves to prolong the flare. What we need is to allow ourselves a ‘day of survival.’ To let ourselves succumb to the debilitating and unpleasant symptoms and to allow ourselves a day of rest for self-care and recuperation.

A day of recuperation will not be the same for everyone and depends on the preferences of the individual and what the symptoms will allow us to do. But it may include a Netflix binge-watching session, or gaining comfort from a favourite book. Or even the luxury of a warm bath or shower has the power for a moment of indulgence.

It can be a difficult transition to make, especially if we are used to living a busy and hectic life. But when living with a chronic illness, there are days when we are surviving instead of living. Days when we are moving forward at a snail’s pace. But we also learn that this OK,. Allowing ourselves to slow down we are best able to appreciate and be grateful for the positive things in our life, for those that chronic illness cannot touch.

Befriending

Befriending: Verb. Act as or become a friend to (someone), especially when they are in need of help or support

To find beauty and love life again despite the darkness and ugliness that chronic illness unveils it can be useful to befriend our condition. It’s never going to become your best friend, and you will find yourself in many arguments with it, but is going to be something that we will have constant interactions with every day for the rest of our lives. To live a more successful and gratifying life despite chronic illness, we need to better understand it better.

As such, it’s essential to build an amicable relationship with our illness and our body. To set boundaries, so that we do not make foolish mistakes and trigger or make worse the symptoms that accompany our new permanent ‘friend.’

"Befriending chronic illness allows us to be able to set boundaries and not make mistakes which could trigger our make worse the symptoms that accompany our new 'friend.'" Click To Tweet

In order to live well and in harmony with a chronic illness, therefore, we need to learn our limits, and to know what we can and cannot handle before symptoms makes their presence known.

And to know and understand what a ‘bad day’ and a ‘good day looks and feels like for us. If we are in the midst of a bad day for example, and we are aware of that, we can, therefore, take steps to better look after ourselves and prevent it from getting even worse.

By learning to befriend and make peace with this new companion in life, also makes it easier to understand and accept the limitations they bring. By understanding and knowing what is happening and why I’m better equipped in handling the emotional fallout.

It is essential for our well-being that we listen to our bodies and that to what it is trying to tell us and act accordingly. Becoming friends with illness is not a cure, however, but doing so will make life with it much more manageable. And allowing us to spend less energy so we can use it on more enjoyable pursuits.

Also, we also need to learn to befriend ourselves in the wake of a diagnosis. To allow us to get to know the new person that the diagnosis forces us to become, and the one who is different to whom we were before. We are of course the same person we were before, but the changes and challenges chronic illness presents we feel different. Befriending the new us allows us to treat ourselves with compassion and love.

"In the wake of a diagnosis, we also need to befriend this new us that chronic illness forces us to become, and different to whom we were before." Click To Tweet

Awakening

Awakening: Noun. An act or moment of becoming suddenly aware of something

After first being diagnosed with a chronic illness, we have a new awakening to the knowledge that life will never be the same. To awaken an understanding of this new diagnosis and how we can feel as well as possible in this ‘new’ body.

"A sudden diagnosis awakens the knowledge that life will never be the same. And by doing so, we need to understand this diagnosis and how to feel well in this 'new' body." Click To Tweet

Living with a chronic illness is undoubtedly difficult. There are often many more downs than up. Despite this, however, life with a chronic illness awakens the capability to practice gratitude.

The bad days, which are plenty when living with a chronic illness makes us appreciate those rare days even more. Practicing gratitude and becoming consciously aware of everything we are thankful. Gratitude reintroduces light into our life where chronic illness had previously trapped us in the dark.

"Living with the many limitations that accompany chronic illness, however, awakens a new appreciation and gratitude for the rare good days that we do get to experience." Click To Tweet

And practicing gratitude helps to change a negative mindset into a positive one, allowing us to see and appreciate the beauty in life. Becoming more positive has an apparent beneficial effect on our mental health, and allowing for developing more appropriate coping strategies.

These are just some ways to find beauty and joy in life with chronic illness. How do you see beauty beyond a life with chronic illness? Feel free to share your ideas in the comments.