In a recent post, I wrote about my passion for television shows. And the distraction they provide from the persistent chronic pain ravaging throughout my legs. In the post, I also shared my favourite box sets to watch when incapacitated by chronic pain. Or the many other symptoms that accompany life with a neurological condition. There is magic in watching television shows, but magic can also be found in books.
Books and Reading; My First and Lasting Passion
Yes, television and films are one of my primary passions. However, it is not my only passion. My first love and one that has followed me throughout my life since childhood is reading. Books are something that I have always collected, amassing goodness knows how many over the years. Books can be found all over my home, especially in my bedroom! Many I end up donating to charity shops or passing them along to those I know would love it as much as I did. But still, I somehow amass so many books!
I hate becoming lost, especially in unfamiliar places. But when perusing the shelves of bookshops often time seems to slip away from me, not noticing if lost or lose sight of my companion.
As a young child as much as my Mum tried to engage me in other activities such as colouring or puzzles, I quickly became bored, once again turning to the safety and magic that books provided. Many of my photographs are of me clutching a book, losing myself in the words and pictures on the page. As we have now established my condition whether genetic or due to another organic cause, was from birth, I wonder if I retreated into books as a way of dealing with symptoms such as pain that I could not yet verbalise.
‘Reading Gives Us Somewhere to Go When We Have to Stay Where We Are’
Still, I am continuing to use books to distract myself from the effects of chronic illness. Recently I came across a quote, ‘Reading gives us somewhere to go when we have to stay where we are.’ A quote that is incredibly apt for someone living with a chronic illness.
The Magic of Books When In Pain and Sick
There are many times in which I am incapacitated by one or more of the many symptoms that I live with day in and day out. Weak legs that force me to lie on my bed are within the same four walls that I am compelled to spend most of my time. Days like these, I cannot go anywhere or do anything, so I find solace in the written word.
Escapism. A place where I can forget my predicament and everything that chronic illness has given and taken away from me. Escapism from the vast number of symptoms that are plaguing me. But books can also take you places.
"Books allows me escapism. A place where I can forget my predicament and everything that chronic illness has given and taken away from me. And escapism from the vast number of symptoms that are plaguing me." Share on XBooks are like a unique magic carpet ride, transporting you to faraway places; locations, you’ve always wanted to go and experience but which current circumstances prevent you from doing so. For instance, Prague has been on my ‘bucket list’ of places that I would love to visit someday. However, as I’m unable to fly due or cope with large airports, illness has prevented me from ticking it off my list.
Books as a Passport From The Realities of Life, and Creating a Wanderlust for Travel and Adventure
Last year, I read the beautiful ‘A Year and a Day’ from author Isabelle Broom in which a large chunk of the story takes place in this very city. Isabelle writes, and the exquisite level of detail with which she describes Prague and its unique landmarks made me feel that I had been there and experienced the city for myself. OK, so it may not be like experiencing travelling firsthand, but when circumstances prevent you from being able to move from where you are, books are the next best thing. In fact, all of Broom’s books give you major wanderlust as each novel has taken place in different, exotic locations, and each place beautifully and meticulously described, making you want to grab your passport and book flights immediately.
And it’s not only places that exist now that books allow you to visit; historical fiction allows you to visit and experience places that existed many years ago (or at least what it was like from the author’s perspective). But very often, and for me anyway I want to be uplifted. A story to remind me of the beauty and wonder of the world; to comfort, and reassure myself that there is still hope and much to be grateful for despite chronic pain.
Books Are An Escape From a World of Sickness
In books, we can be whoever we want to be. We don’t have to sick, confined to bed and in constant pain. We can be the hero, the warrior, the woman who eventually finds love and her happily ever after. Getting lost in these worlds, we no longer feel the pain slowly dragging us down into a dark abyss. We no longer have to fight against our bodies. These books on my bedside table allow me to experience a snapshot of normality; one in which I am independent and confident. No longer a burden on others.
"In books, we can be whoever we want to be. We don't have to sick, confined to bed and in constant pain. We can be the hero, the warrior, the woman who eventually finds love and her happily ever after." Share on X "In books we no longer have to fight against our bodies. These books on my bedside table allow me to experience a snapshot of normality; one in which I am independent and confident. No longer a burden on others." Share on XBooks are a magical portal allowing us to escape from our lives. Taking us away from this world of sickness – time spent in bed, mobility aids, hospital appointments, and medications. Books can allow us to find out who we wish we could be. For many, reading is merely a hobby, a way of filling time, or for light entertainment. But for those of us confined to bed, incapacitated by pain or from numerous other symptoms from chronic illness, there are magic and power in those printed words.
"For many, reading is merely a hobby. But for those of us confined to bed, incapacitated by pain or from numerous other symptoms from chronic illness, there are magic and power in those printed words." Share on XDoes anyone else love to read? What books do you enjoy; are there any that provide comfort and sanctuary away from life with chronic illness?
And let me know of any great book recommendations that you have.
